chronic social shock

 

am suffering from chronic social shock.
why do we sit around and talk about things that aren't important OR funny?
wouldn't we all be better off if we read up separately, then came together when we actually had something to say?
my sister says i ruin things by thinking too much... maybe i am just unhappy.
am in love with jeff mangum the lead singer of neutral milk,
something about the way he tucks his hair behind his ears....
(on top of the genius and the humanity of the music as well!)
have new elliot smith cds... oh boy.
Having an emo field-day over here!!!


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