i've got the dog in me

 

strangest dream last night (probably because it happened after a night of drinking)
I'm on this family vacation and it's in the most terrifying mall-resort. There are white lights and escalators everywhere. I complain and think about how my sister says I ruin everything by thinking too much. I am shown to my room where three young girl cousins play with this breed of baby animal i've never seen before. It's super cute and furry. They leave and I see next to my bed I have been provided with all different sorts of dildo-vibrator-sex-toy-things. I get under the covers and start using them. IT's really cool cause they feel unlike anything I have ever felt. Then my aunt walks in, I try to turn off the vibrator, she doesnt realize at first but then I'm moving around a bunch trying to turn the thing off and it's clear she understands. She goes oh and leaves and I start back up again. Then,  SHE COMES BACK IN to say something to me. She only pops in but I'm really confused by this woman. I come really hard and it feels like a bucket of water shoots out of me. I keep trying to discretely wash the sex toys but the bathroom is not in my room and I keep running into family members. It's super uncomfortable. Later. I am with madeline, Wyatt has given me this love letter/package. I am opening it in front of her and feeling really bad for her. In the letter he tells me how much he loves me. and then he also had given me gifts, sweaters and dresses. Fucking weird. Madeline is sad but not surprises, she is stoic. I am shocked that someone could be so cruel.



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